Suicide.......

I just thought of it when one of my student brought up the topic in our lesson at 1300JPT. He's a locksmith who was commissioned to open the locked door of one of his clients. When he opened the door, a dead man's body which is hanging on the ceiling, suddenly came into view. He was deeply shocked and went outside the room running and was scared. He immediately reported the incident to the police and informed the family of the dead man in the room. The mother was really devastated when she knew that her son committed suicide. It's so alarming to know that in Japan,suicide is a common case and every year suicidal rate is increasing. I just wonder why,there could be a lot of factors maybe...hmmm weather could be one, extreme loneliness, refusing to accept failures and mistakes, the need to achieve more but failed to do so, economic crisis, unemployment,a lot of things can be considered but is suicide really a solution to all of those things?, i don't think so. I used to have suicidal tendencies before, but a part of me was always scared whenever i attempted to commit one, i always think of the future,what if i take my life now, will i still experience the good things in life that's in store for me? and most of all i don't want those persons who love me to get hurt when i do that,my mother would surely be devastated, i can't afford to do that to her. Hurting my love ones would be the last thing i wouldn't do.