I saw one of Paulo Coelho's blog entitled If I Had to Live my Life Over and was inspired to write my own version.....
If I Had My Life to Live Over, I could have....
--had been confident and not shy, less conscious and could have had been more assertive
--had to be more brave to be different and not someone whose living my life just to impress and meet other people's expectations, like my parents and relatives.
--had been more smart and more discerning with the guys i went out with and di agad sana nadala sa matatamis na salita,sa tempting devilish looks, lust,and my own weakness
--had prioritized self-respect over loving someone too much
--had been more expressive with my love for my parents especially with my dad, i only said the words "i love you" twice, one was while he was in bed in a coma and fighting for his dear life.
****actually there are still a lot of could have beens,one blog entry isn't enough, but there's one thing that i am sure of and that is, i still have a chance to change the past and i can't go on living life with regrets.
Nov 9, 2010
Updates
was lazy in doing something lately, will just write here some of the recent updates...
--Oct. 31-went to my hometown for the celebration of all soul's day, traveled at 2am, arrived at 6, coolest cab driver ever, gi-3 hours ra ang davao-mangagoy, perfect!...rest for a few hours, then off to hinatuan at 10am, arrived in enchanted river at around 1230, the river is simply awesome, crystal blue waters and fresh air,i was literally swimming along with the fishes, indeed a perfect family getaway,too bad,naa lang nisagol na asungot....to the max na iyang pgka feeling close, but the hell i care with him....dedma
--Nov. 1-went to Mahabo to visit my lola's grave, along with my relatives,and then off to Tinuy--an falls after.... the falls is simply breathe taking, a living testament of one of God's magnificent creations...super ganda, had a free massage on my back sa lagaslas ng tubig, love it!....
--Nov. 2-went to my father's grave and offer my prayers, it's been five years now, the thought of him gone still brings tears in my eyes, i miss him, i wish he could see what i did for my family, i hope it would somehow cover the frustrations he had with me when he died, i hope that he's proud of me somehow, i love you papa, i hope that you're always there for us, constantly guiding us, i know that you do....
--Oct. 31-went to my hometown for the celebration of all soul's day, traveled at 2am, arrived at 6, coolest cab driver ever, gi-3 hours ra ang davao-mangagoy, perfect!...rest for a few hours, then off to hinatuan at 10am, arrived in enchanted river at around 1230, the river is simply awesome, crystal blue waters and fresh air,i was literally swimming along with the fishes, indeed a perfect family getaway,too bad,naa lang nisagol na asungot....to the max na iyang pgka feeling close, but the hell i care with him....dedma
--Nov. 1-went to Mahabo to visit my lola's grave, along with my relatives,and then off to Tinuy--an falls after.... the falls is simply breathe taking, a living testament of one of God's magnificent creations...super ganda, had a free massage on my back sa lagaslas ng tubig, love it!....
--Nov. 2-went to my father's grave and offer my prayers, it's been five years now, the thought of him gone still brings tears in my eyes, i miss him, i wish he could see what i did for my family, i hope it would somehow cover the frustrations he had with me when he died, i hope that he's proud of me somehow, i love you papa, i hope that you're always there for us, constantly guiding us, i know that you do....
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