Kilig Moments

This is my favorite scene in the last episode of Hana Yori Dango,when Tsukushi finally found the guts to tell Domyuji that she loves him too. awwwwww....wla lng...pwede man cguro kiligon noh?.. I lIke the Japanese version than the Korean one. 

Pwede Mabuang Kadali?

. I got something to be crazy about lately and that is HanaYori Dango(F4 Japanese version). This hottie is my newest crush. He played as one of the members of F4,he only got a small role but he definitely caught my eyes. He is my newest fantasy...Shota Matsuda...oh gosh Shota!..kng pwede lng kitang shota-in...haha...

If Pics Could Talk

Slimming Coffee

I tried drinking this coffee which my friend recommends. It claims to help lose weight in just seven days. The effect it brought on me was kinda weird. I feel mentally alert and lose my appetite. I am always thirsty,i literally drank 5 liters of water already for the whole day,and up to this very moment,i still feel the need to drink more water. I sweat a lot and doesn't feel tired at all or sleepy. hm,, just wanna try this one box of Brazilian slimming coffee and see the results for myself, i searched it on the web and saw positive comments,that it is indeed effective.

Quotes 1

* You know how they say that you can’t live without love? Well oxygen is even more important. - Dr. House


* Letting go isn’t a one-time thing. It’s something you do everyday, over and over again. -Dawson's Creek
    -it's indeed a struggle :(


* Everyone says love hurts, but that isn't true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts.


* Of course, you're going to get your heart broken. And it isn't just going to happen once, but a lot. #omgwisdom


* Unhappiness is not knowing what we want and killing ourselves to get it. -Don Herold


* If you can't save the relationship, at least save your pride.#omgwisdom


* Things that seem hard are not always that hard. Put one foot in front of the other, and you’ll get to the end. #omgwisdom

Penny Lane

---Sometimes, you just have to try not to care no matter how much you do..because sometimes, you can mean  nothing to someone who means everything to you. It's not Pride. It's called Self-Respect

The title has something to do with the movie i watched called "Almost Famous". It is one of my favorite movies.  Why Penny Lane?-->because i can quite relate to her character, of being rebellious, of loving someone almost to the point of becoming foolish, of unrequited love thinking that the other genuinely loves her back when the truth is she's just misinterpreting things wrongly and that she was just used, of discovering the real life and the real world and having the guts to live life and throw away the foolish things she used to believe in.

Do I Really Have to Be With Someone?

I am 27, and when you are in this age, everyone seems to pressure you to be with someone. I am not at all perturbed that i am still single but surprisingly,people around me are the ones who are worried. Take for instance, hmm this question-->Why aren't you married,your'e already 27 or this one, Why are you single,you ought to be with someone,you don't look at all that bad, are you picky? with matching cge ka baka tatanda kang dalaga. So here's my answers--> I am not yet married because i choose not to,i am not yet ready,and i haven't met the one i want to spent my entire life with. I don't have a boyfriend because i don't need a guy to boost up my self esteem and yeah i may be picky,it's just because i am setting my standards high this time,i don't want to end up with another jerk who'll only break my heart for the nth time. I really want to fall in love again, to just love and feel the joys it brings,it's just that i want to make things right this time.

Solitude.....

Solitude....... me, my thoughts, 4 corners of my room, my bed, and my lappy ace :)

Trip

I went to Kabacan to attend my uncle's burial. I got a chance to bond with my cousins and other relatives. During that trip, i get a glimpse as to how some of my cousins get on with their lives. First stop,Kuya Aste->this constantly busy doctor,who never runs out of work,everywhere he goes,work always follow him. Te Jing->now a happy mother and wife. Inday->now a teacher at Tagum Doctors College,happy with her lovelife but can't seem to decide whether she'll choose the army soldier or the police officer. Divine->this pretty cousin of mine, i know that she's hurting right now,losing her first love-->her dad, but i deeply believed that she's a strong woman and can handle this situation pretty well,unlike me who handled it badly when my dad died. Babes-->this crazy, loud-mouthed,straightforward cousin, i specifically admire her guts and wish i have those guts as well. Joef->a second Kuya Aste in the making, highly intellectual of whom i really wanted to know more. Francis and Wealtho John-->grew up to be handsome men, i admire how Wealtho John stood up by Francis' side during the burial and i am happy to see that special bond between them. Last but definitely not the least, Indang-->she greatly surprises me,a third year high school student who prefers vodka over ice cream,asa ka ana?..she has certain personalities which i saw in Babes,Divine,and Inday. We may not see each other that often but i hope that we will still continue the bond we have,the bond that our parent's have.

Loneliness

I woke up this morning at 9am with an overpowering loneliness which embraced me. I don't know but i just feel so alone and empty. I used to enjoy my moments of solitude, but this morning, it just simply struck me that i am alone and no one wants to be with me. Out of all the million men in the world,no one actually wants to be with me and honestly that thought makes me feel so sad. I don't even know the root cause of this thought,hormones? sex life ending in drought?, all ghost from the past? i don't know and i can't even point out. When was the last time i was really happy?--> It was when i was drowning myself  for three consecutive nights with a bottle of vodka,even my source of happiness is way too artificial,temporary happiness in the confines of  a bottle of liquor and some puff of cigarette,what a shame! whew! oh well, i guess i have to go out and get some rays of sunlight,who knows it might help activate my happy hormones.