Witters.......

I'm still up at 12am while writing this blog,can't seem to sleep so might as well pen something in here,these are just mainly random thoughts anyway. So first stop, i did ask our SE to unblock personal pages on K9 in the pc I'm using at the office and it's done , so  i can now write about any stuffs that i can think of. I love to write and just merely pour my thoughts out,because if  i won't, all those things would vanish and i can't recall what i really wanted to express. Writing is the outlet of my repressed emotions,i feel good whenever i can write about something that bothers me or something that i can't freely say to my closest friend,i feel like a part of my burden was lifted off me.. ....shift...... i had a great day,it turned out really well, nothing much actually,it's just an ordinary sunday to me but everything was good....shift....i'm okey now and i actually don't feel any pangs of jealousy at all when i knew that they'll meet, in fact i even sincerely wish both of them well so it means that i am fully okey, there's no use getting bitter on things that were way long over and done with.....shift.....I am deeply satisfied with the way my life goes right now,less complicated and less painful,maybe no woman no cry by bob marley rings true,but then i am a woman so it would be this way-->no man no cry,oh here goes my cynical self again! ......shift......tomorrow is a holiday,wohooo! no work, i'll sleep and sleep and sleep and sleep and wish to never wake up,nahhh,just kidding,of course i love life, i want to experience how it is to be fully alive and fulfilled, there are still a lot of things i wanted to achieve.....shift....i'll spend my holiday by sleeping,blogging,watching movies while munching on junk foods,texting and soundtripping....shift....i really feel sad over the brutal massacre in Maguindanao,those who did it should be shot to death,how can they be so cruel,so many dark forces around the world,i wish they'll perish so that this world will be a better place,mamatay na lang unta silang tanan,gago silang lahat ng may gawa nun! .....shift....i'm sleepy so i gotta hit the sack now and hopefully will be visited with pleasant dreams.....goodnight everyone,tomorrow is another day..hmmm gone with the wind ang tirada?..hehe...xoxo....not gossip girl...just me....nyt2

Whatever Happens,I'll Handle It

I had a lesson this afternoon with one of my prettiest student,Miss Yuki. We used a material as a reference for our discussion,this is the title--> 8 Tips on How to Build Your Confidence. There was this line, it says "Whatever happens,I'll handle it". And when we say I'll handle it, it means, I'll learn from it, I'll grow from it and I'll make it a triumph. According to the material,when something bothers you,you just have to repeat this powerful phrase 10 times and somehow you'll have a sense of peace within you. This phrase is very important especially once "what ifs" comes up. It will serve as an antidote when we will be faced with worries that greatly bothers us.
 

These are some of the recurring "what ifs" i usually have

* what if I'll accidentally meet my former flame again
-->whatever happens,I'll handle it
* what if I'll not get married before I'll reach 30 years old
-->whatever happens,I'll handle it
* what if I'll get broke and there'd be no single peso left in my wallet
-->whatever happens,I'll handle it
* what if i can't bear a child?
-->whatever happens,I'll handle it
* what if I'll be unemployed
-->whatever happens,I'll handle it
* what if I'll grow old alone and dying
-->whatever happens,I'll handle it
* and to all my other what ifs,here's what I'll only say, WHATEVER HAPPENS,I'LL HANDLE IT

 

POSITIVITY is the key (wink ,wink)

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First

I can't come up with a really nice title,so I'd settle with First instead. This is my first entry and i have nothing much to share yet. hmmm why Inner Chaos?... because this blog is all about the thoughts that had been struggling to pop out in my head. I choose blogspot as an avenue to air out those thoughts,thus the name Inner Chaos.This blog will contain honest and uncensored views,realizations,and opinions on different topics....so that's all for now, ciao =)