Under the Influence

One thing i learned from last weekend's crazy  conversation was that-->never ever believe in someone else's words when they're impaired. Impaired as in under-the-influence-of-alcohol kind of impairment. I knew it, he didn't mean any of it at all,well i got excited,yeah but it's okay since i wasn't expecting much too. I don't care if i'll be leading a boring life as long as i don't expose myself that much and i won't never ever allow myself to be too available. It's just another hook up any way,casual thing which he proposes,and i realized that i don't want to have it again. I don't want another hook up, i don't want another game, i don't want another disaster wherein i'll expose myself again to someone who wanted nothing out of it but just a mere hook up.